My voice is unheard
And I am deeply frustrated.
This has made me realize how writing fits me so well. I express best when I write. There's a sense of satisfaction to be able to write my thoughts in my brain down and dusted. I feel like I am best heard when I write.
Let's just say - I'm tired of talking. When I try to say or express my feelings via verbal, I suck because no one listens. No one understands.
This frustrates me because it makes me feel like a failure, a nobody and depressed. No one cares what I have to feel. No one tries to understand. Even the closest to me. That's not just the only sad part.
The worst part is when the person closest to you is not able to do anything or what you expect them to do.
What do I really want?
Someone to show me unconditional love and attention. Someone to tell me how I'm beautiful or perfect, that I don't need to change to someone I'm not, to wear whatever I desire, how much I mean to them and just everything.
Right now, it gets more frustrating when I allow them in my heart and my feelings but they don't do anything about it. They used to do something but I guess they grew tired of my antiques.
It gets not only frustrating but boring when you hear the same repeated response.
I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm upset. I'm nobody.
So since I'm a nobody, I've decided to reincarnate the place when no one listens.
Here.
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